-x-darkchild-x-
10-28-2005, 02:57 AM
Okay well i write alot of poems but um i dnt really post them still this is one of my poems that i wrote and well hope you guys like it...
Lost Love
I dont know what to do i feel as if everything is falling apart around me at first i use to be sure about certain things but now i keep second guessing myself i guess not having you around is finally taking its toll on me...i use to be strong i use to be calm i use to be independent in a sort of mental way...i dnt know how to explain it... i use to be able to breath but i use to not care much about peoples feelings...yes i was nice but wen i got pissed then that would be it but i dnt know anymore * a tear rolls down her cheek* but upon meeting you ive changed in little ways that ive never really realized before and its really taken me a while to realise...i'm no longer the empty shell i use to be i'm a person full of passion, love, romance...weird how one person could change you like that but i never thought it would happen to me i never thought that i would...would..would fall in-love...but i have fallen and it is soo deep so endless soo pure. i smile to myself while remenising on memories we shared together...now they all seem so faint nothing but a blurr nothing but nothingness...my heart pains sometimes at how ive turned into an empty shell again how not having you by me drives me insane to the point at which i'm lost. hearing your voice again sends chills up my spine but for some reason i feel as if i'm losing you..i guess its because we spent so much time apart just involved in our separate lives...i wish i could make you understand what i mean what am trying to say but i cant...just-just understand this i love you with everything that is me and if i were to lose you id just die...i miss you.
Lost Love
I dont know what to do i feel as if everything is falling apart around me at first i use to be sure about certain things but now i keep second guessing myself i guess not having you around is finally taking its toll on me...i use to be strong i use to be calm i use to be independent in a sort of mental way...i dnt know how to explain it... i use to be able to breath but i use to not care much about peoples feelings...yes i was nice but wen i got pissed then that would be it but i dnt know anymore * a tear rolls down her cheek* but upon meeting you ive changed in little ways that ive never really realized before and its really taken me a while to realise...i'm no longer the empty shell i use to be i'm a person full of passion, love, romance...weird how one person could change you like that but i never thought it would happen to me i never thought that i would...would..would fall in-love...but i have fallen and it is soo deep so endless soo pure. i smile to myself while remenising on memories we shared together...now they all seem so faint nothing but a blurr nothing but nothingness...my heart pains sometimes at how ive turned into an empty shell again how not having you by me drives me insane to the point at which i'm lost. hearing your voice again sends chills up my spine but for some reason i feel as if i'm losing you..i guess its because we spent so much time apart just involved in our separate lives...i wish i could make you understand what i mean what am trying to say but i cant...just-just understand this i love you with everything that is me and if i were to lose you id just die...i miss you.